Death by Basketball
Frank X. Walker
Before
and after school
he stood
on a milk
crate
eyeballed
the mirror
and only
saw wayne turner
at
tournament time
a third
grader
just off
the bus
barely
four feet
off the
ground
he
dropped his books
sank a j’
from the
top of the key
and heard
the crowd roar
beat his
man off the dribble
with a
break yaneck
crossover
and
slammed himself
on the
cover of a box
of
wheaties
he was
out there
every
night
under a
street light
fighting
through double picks
talking
trash
to imaginary
body checks
‘you
can’t hold me fool’
fake
right
‘this is
my planet’
drive
left
‘is the
camera on’
reverse
lay-up
‘that’s
butter baby’
finshing
with a trey
from
downtown, swish!
I’m inna
zone t’night
whogotnext?
more than
a little
light in
the ass
hands so
small
the ball
almost dribbled him
he formed
his own lay-up line
in the
bluegrass
wildcat
jersey
hanging
like a summer dress
on a
court made bald
from
daily use
and
instead of writing
his
spelling words
he signed
a contract
he could
barely read
inked a
commitment
in big
block letters
to the
NBA
and NIKE
and
SPRITE
scribbled
superstar in cursive
with a
fat red pencil
and
practiced his
million
dollar smile
not his
multiplication table
thinking
of how many
chocolate
milks
he could
buy
with his signing
bonus
or his
all-star game
appearance
fee
after
recess
another
shooting
another
tragic death
another
little genius
who will
never test out
of a
dream
that
kills legitimate futures
every
night
under
street lights
wherever
these products
are sold. .
.
Death by
Basketball was published in 2000, by Frank X. Walker. The poem is apart of the
book Affrilachia. Basketball has been
an integral part of my life since of my life since I was born. My father knew
my sister and I would be basketball players before we were even born. I started
playing competitive basketball when I was six. I started traveling out of the
state to play when I was in fifth grade. Through travel basketball I have
learned about the dynamic of playing sports to get out of bad situations in
scary neighborhoods.
This
poem tells the story of thousands of African American boys across the nation.
Death by Basketball especially rings true for for a large city like Chicago. In
class we discussed how African American kids can escape “the hood” three ways:
sports, music, and education. Sport figures in the USA are treated like gods.
Most children dream of someday being a professional athlete. For kids like the
third grader in the poem above, the need to be a pro athlete becomes
everything. Nobody was there to tell this child that a quality education is
more likely to make him successful than basketball. “Instead of writing/ his spelling
words/ he signed a contract/ he could barely read.” Walker is stressing that
these children are losing sight of their education to pursue a sport like
basketball.
In reality only 32,000 athletes play
basketball in college, this includes: D1, D2, D3, NAIA, NAIA 2, USCAA, NJCAA,
and CCAA, out of 542,000 high school basketball players. This means 8,000
basketball athletes for each class freshman-senior. Most of those 8,000
athletes do not receive a scholarship. 48 college kids are drafted, many are
not American, but only 8 may play in the NBA. Every kid who dreams of being a
star in the NBA believes they are in the top .0015% of high school athletes.
Society today only tells us success stories of athletes who started from the
bottom like Lebron James.
Each division
of college basketball requires a certain GPA and ACT score to be eligible for
play the first year of college. What many high school athletes forget is that
their grades are a huge part of getting a scholarship. Coaches want to see that
you can stay eligible in college and that you will stay out of trouble. Many
kids are good enough to play in college but they’re dreams are squandered when
they realize a 2.5 is not a good enough GPA to impress coaches. Walker
understands this and draws our attention to the fact that children stop practicing
multiplication and spelling to pursue their dreams.
The court in
Walker’s poem is, “made bald/ from daily use.” This suggests that the dream has
been pursued by many more than just this particular third grader. Walker
suggests the dreams and practice of young black boys in this situation are in
vain, because the chances of getting out of “the hood” are slim. There is also
an implication that the kids who do go to college do not value their degree,
but think of contracts.
The last part
of this poem struck me by surprise. Walker abruptly informs the reader that the
child is shot. This brought up memories of a player from Chicago named Ben
Wilson. The premier player from Chicago Simeon was shot twice on November 20,
1984. Everybody knew Benji Wilson was special. He had a very bright future,
until it all ended with two bangs from a gun. The poem rings in my ears hours
after reading it aloud “another tragic death…/every night/ under street
lights.” The bleakness of the future for the people of this neighborhood seems
so real as the reader finally grasps that, somebody just shot a third grader.
Great Post! I think that your interpretation of the poem was very on par with what the author was trying to say, all the kids that see sport as a form of escapism is very interesting but at the same time is very depressing when you think about the actual odds of escape. However I think the most interesting part of your post is the very personal connection that you have to the topic.
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